--random thoughts VII--

Life seemed to be hopelessly waltzing
inflamed with the promise of enchantment
forbidden substances in the midsummer sky
my galaxy of rambling experiences

--undefined--

one stare
one smile
two minds
intertwined
one kiss
defenses
crashing down
you
me
us
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--random thoughts VIII--

19th August 2009, i celebrated my 28 birthday, nothing fancy - i visited my mom (FYI guys - she died giving birth to me) and stayed in bed for the rest of the day. Jeremy sent me flowers and Jen made a cake (blueberry cheesecake - calories again, i need to work out again). Now, here's the freaking highlight of the day, the icing on the cake....around 11.55 pm, an old flame called and said this, "I want to be the last person to greet you today, Happy Birthday," some people may find it odd but hell, i felt like a school girl going gaga over my crush. And yes, it's okay to be corny sometimes.

--litany--

i want to hold on
i want to have faith
i want to feel
i want to drown
i want peace
i want silence
i want to breathe
i want to be free